Only you know what you need to do to live a happy life.  You are the expert and know the secret lies in loving, forgiving, believing, accepting and creating.  You probably intend to do all of that, and are deciding now when you are going to start living your authentic life.

Stop deciding, just do it!

Remember this: Now is the only time you have.  When God created the universe, it was now.  You can't say to creation and energy, "I'll do it later, not now." Later doesn't exist.  Creation doesn't know anything but now.  Whenever you get around to doing what you want to do, it will be now.  The things you need to do to live a happier, more fulfilling life - the only time you can possibly start doing them is now.

- Bernie Siegel, Prescriptions for Living: Inspirational Lessons for a Joyful, Loving Life (Harper, 1999), p.206.